Feeling so low
I've got nowhere to go
I'm losing my mind
Trying not to look behind
I feel myself falling
Ever so slowly asphyxiating
Living life in slow motion
With no real sense of devotion
Seeing thing without any meaning
Never really accomodating
With a cigarette burning slowly
Each puff calming me callously
Drowning in the words they say
Telling me to be a certain way
Their eyes burn my flesh
And my spirit like knives they slash
Perceiving life so cynically
Growing accustomed to feeling leadenly
No point in carrying on
Hope that in my next life I will belong
Current Residence: australia Favourite genre of music: bit of everything but i prefer head bangers ball and hard house Favourite style of art: horror/macabre mainly Operating System: windows xp MP3 player of choice: windows media player....oooh n my mp3 Skin of choice: splat...for windows media player Personal Quote: id rather be hated for who i an then loved for who im not...
Favourite Visual Artist
salvador dali
Favourite Movies
the shining (90's version), the crow, queen of the damned, what lies beneath, the ring...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
junior jack, cosmic gate, nirvana, underworld, NIN, manson, stone sour, ferry corsten, chemical bros
Favourite Writers
edgar allan poe
Tools of the Trade
digital cam and corel series as well as a whole lot for traditional art
wow its so hard to believe that its been anutha year alredy....first year of uni is almost over...3 exams to go n then its all dun for this year....looking back i remember enrolment day n today it was my last day of classes...so hard to believe its all flown by so quickly...where has it all gone?! it has been a pretty good year though...a lot of ups and downs...
i am plannin on bein a bit more active here on DA afta my exams....ive told sum that im goin to europe around the start of december for 2 months so ill b posting a journal here n there...probably wont b posting any picks if i dont hav access to corel or ps tho.... keep an eye out on
currently killin time at a swinbourne uni waitin for lil-cherry to finish class...wow my DA is so dead these days....hav a couple of pieces im workin on rite now n sum i neva got round to submittin so mite do that sum time these dayz...i got to writing again which is sumthin i havven dun in a while...so mite submit sum of that as well....
fah man ive jus noticed how quickly time is really passin..theres jus ova month till i hav my next uni break n then a month after that till exams n then 4 months of summa break....
had the crasiest w/e...as described by cosmo3c in her latest DA journal...the only difference is that i remember everything th
yup u heard me...SEX...well now that ive got ur attention durex is doin a survey bout sex...heh what did ya think this wos gunna b bout?!? anyway i did the survery the utha day out of sheer boredom...that n readin this excerpt....
'Last year more than 350,000 people in 41 countries answered questions about their sexual attitudes and behaviour.
The results showed lovers across the globe are having sex an average of 103 times a year. The French are in the lead at 137 times, while the Japanese lag way behind with just 46 times. Aussies were right on average with 103. The challenge is for Australian lovers to take a step up and finish on top &#
One of my first watchers and commenters. I'm going around to see who like me, have left this place a long time ago, If you ever do come back and read this, I hope you are well